i cant truly say im not happy with what im doing right now. i jsut want to be loved and appreciated. i have loves but they do not love me back. im stuck crashing my head into walls wishing i could be extrememly perfect. i am not even close. i want to be loved string and not given up on eve. just appreciated for the being i am and not expected to be anymore. if the world know whats going on then why cant we live together and love what we have and not smash it all in eachothers faces. im just down and heartbroken. screw you world
im hurting alot right now..feeling as if i will NEVER be good enough no matter what i do…i do what i am told and i do more than what i am told and still am treated badly..people are selfish,unforgivving and ungreatful. what have we come for? i am so embarrased to live right now..
It seems as if the only way you can live is if you make mistakes..buts its the people who do not let go of those mistakes who wont let you live. I had only wished to be the best person I can be and grow as a person and do right by another. It is too much to ask for,a warm hand to hold. I only find, that im in to deep and cannot begin to move on. How can I know that what I am doing is right for me? That the path I am following is going to lead me to positive. I really could’nt tell you.The labyrinth I take to my mind is rather hard and if I were to lay it out,only would it cause more chaos. I had only wished to find someone who flipped the pages the same way I did and read the story as I. Do not judge me,for I am broken.I am too much of an outsider to even be a part of the sociological puzzle.
_Denied Anaid
